Boom- The Internal One, Leads the Outer One

I haven’t written in a while- hope everyone is doing really well! Of course many are, many are experiencing the usual, some have suffered blows health-wise or life-wise. Curveballs keep coming. That’s Earth, even its trip through space, its orbit, an ellipse. Curved.

I feel for those in the struggle and especially those emersed in major struggles, family stuff, health, financial, low levels in your faith-tank…my heart goes out!

I probably don’t know much, but I feel like I’ve learned a something relevant to living and human. I call it the ‘conundrum’ because’ human condition’ sounds like big-pharma created that term. The conundrum is this and its permanent like you’ll always need oxygen to live permanent. I like the word conundrum because confusion is an ingredient to it.

We are made of two parts, two entities is better. Now I like ancient eastern thought that we do not have individual souls. We being, co-nnect-ed, share one soul. If we are connected and we are, individual souls would pretty much mean separated and not connected. I can connect a power cord to the outlet – which I think most teachings we get implore us to seek out. But that’s not engrained connection like my skin is connected to my skin. One soul, shared, inside us, needs nothing, knows everything, has no fathoming of fear, has always been, and is ‘of God’. We are sharing the soul of God, we then therefore are to God. Even if I am sitting on the 140^th floor somewhere, I am connected to the soil, to the planet, to the air around me, within the space beneath our ozone layer, which is connected to the moon and the sun to all things everywhere, one huge stew of existence, connected at all times.

The other entity that comprises what I define as ‘me’ is the human machine that carries my portion of one soul around with it. Its default setting is not knowing, ignorance, one hundred forms of fear, needs to absolutely know ‘how its going to go’ and pushes and shoves and works however it can conceive of to resolve fear from its existence.

The conundrum, because we’re confused until we realize this has to be the way it actually is. Look out your window, where do you see fear? Is the tree in fear of lightning striking again? Are the birds full of anxiety wondering how the worm population is doing? Is the grass in fear of when it will rain again? Doesn’t the tree once felled by old age or lightning or the chain saw simply become nutrients for the soil for the next tree? The circle. The tree and all things live in total awareness, complete presence, never distracted.

I was told God exists in a circle, always was and always will be no beginning no end…circle. IF we are made in his image, does he have sexual organs? Really? Hair and muscles and all that? To be made in the image of God, must mean, we are of God, and not the human machine part that eventually rots somewhere.

--- I don’t wanna get into trouble being too prickly, we don’t have to toss out the books we subscribe to. This doesn’t reveal what I believe about Jesus, Buddha or God. Please table that for a minute.

So, is it the years in the living OR the living in the years that’s most important? Pick one, its one of those deals, pregnant or not pregnant no in between. If you struggle choosing, there’s the starting point for you my friend on work needing done. Choices must be made or they’re made for you- eh?

So, if it’s the living in the years that is the principle- well then. Decision making gets easier. Now it doesn’t matter – ‘that I know how it turns out’ now it matters how I honor principles. How I treat and love myself, and others. I’ve said on shows before, “mans laws are just written down on paper and mother nature gives no fucks about them. Mother natures laws are not written down they are discovered and immutable.” Gravity?

One of my oldest sayings, “I make dough, God makes bread.” Once the dough is in the oven, Gods creation of processes takes over, I can’t do it with blowtorch, or my breath, I can’t scream or pray hard enough for dough to become bread- I live in effort and God lives everywhere, but results is God’s deal. That keeps me by design in alignment, now I just do my job. Quality of effort.

So, does the world back more negotiations with Iran or do what can be done to end the irritant to our neighborhood trying to go about what it wants in living in peace? Of course, one side says they have a border you can’t just cross it unprovoked. Another says live and let live, ignore them. My mom told me to ignore the bullies that came and went from my life, that really sucked for me. They just kept coming. They loved that I didn’t fight back, initially that’s how I went with it. The hard answer inside me was known, and the principle was to turn cheek and take the hits, not hide. Not, hide. It was to step to. Once I stood and took what they had they got bored, and even honored my resolve. (Living in the years)

Now, nukes don’t let you turn a cheek for the second shot, so this enjoys its own scenario. So if one side holds all the arguments for hands off, which is rooted in ‘how’s it gonna go if Trump drops the bunker busters on one side, and the other side says we needn’t know how it goes, we behave like mother nature, and all throughout mother nature, the spirit side of the conundrum, beings are equipped with equipment to protect their beating hearts from stoppage. Bees, stingrays, sharp teeth, certain poisons even plants. (I’m aware not everything has a beating heart, it was a cool way to sling the thought)

At the center of the do nothing, is fear. Fear is the human machine default setting. The spirit knows of alignment with what is correctly just, natural. The US and many countries do not ever raise their devasting powers in conversation. Two do, Russia because they are likely one of the most scared groups of people in government, hence they seem to think to have anything they must take it. We should invite them into seeing how it works better, in alignment when we see how growth actually happens, from giving, peace flourishes where frustration once presided. And Iran, who says it will murder 8 million people living in Israel the minute they get the nukes completed.

The bunker buster bombs will simply end a pursuit of something, which is not in alignment with natures laws, not end to the beating hears of Iranians.

Fear as the source for decision making? That is why Iran is still fifty years later, an irritant to the neighborhood, the planet itself. Not actually the people of Iran, just the mechanism of terrorizing others, and the mechanism of assembling nukes.

All the arguing today is; do we make choices sourced from fear, or faith- alignment. Whatever Iran can do to hurt others, after the bunker busters falls, is what we will deal with next.

Humanity ought to champion the Living in the Years as most important, not extending years for as many years we can greedily get our hands on packed into the living, and sacrificing the zest of living as could be packed into less years. If you were told on your fifth birthday when your human machine would expire, would you be living with all your current concerns you have today? Let that marinate, even me, I in fact wish I was told. I’m 55 so I obviously didn’t die doing something reckless as a kid, though I could have…what if I dropped off at 61? If someone told me that at five, I absolutely would have charted a course through life different than this.

If we make quality efforts, now we just have one job description for all things, then the results will be growth-oriented, how could they not be? Stumbles, always, as we grow, or as we hide…